Hopes and dreams for my sweet 25

today i am 25 yrs and a day. Basically, hari ini telah memasang hopes and dreams for this year..... my hopes and dreams are:

1. finish my mp project and graduate this january. (convo maybe april)
2. find a job. (doesn't matter in mech eng or not, but if not, maybe temporary job la kot)
3. travel somewhere on my own. (overseas seems impossible at this very second, but we'll see in the future)
4. fall in love and find someone who loves me as much as Edward loves Bella...


p/s: twilight mode...

-ain yahaya-

Dosa dan karma

karma tu ape? what goes around comes around. treat people the way u want to be treated. be polite and considerate and people will offer you the same courtesy....

dosa tu ape? when we do something wrong, surely we will get what's coming.... buat jahat dapat dosa....

so when i want to have a celebrate my b-day by having a b-day cake, or have a nice meal, and i don't get it, is it because of karma or my dosa, oleh itu i'm being punished?

but i do celebrate other people's b-day... aritu, ajak member2 pg secret recipe to celebrate a friend's b-day.....

the problem is, when it's my b-day, i expect a 'celebration'. at least ada b-day cake, and at least pg makan2 kat tmpt yg x selalu pegi.... bkn g dinner kat tmpt yg selang 2 hari mesti g dinner tmpt yg same....

so, when i don't get what i wish for on my birthday, is it because of my dosa? kerana org berdosa x dpt apa yg dihajati, or is it because of karma? kerana kite akan dpt balik ape yg kite buat kat org lain.....


p/s: happy 25th ain.... hopefully next year, we'll get to spend our b-day the way that we wish for....

oh one more thing, if we celebrate our birthday the next day after our birthday, it's not called celebrating our birthday, it's celebrating other people's birthday... our birthday is only once a year, remember???


-ain yahaya-

Understood and understanding

I understand that people are different n unique in their own way. No 2 people are the same, even though they're identical twins...

I understand where u're coming from... what u're saying, what your hopes n dreams are..... what u want me to follow n obey.... what u want me to be and to do....

but i'm hoping that i will be understood.... i'm human.... i'm not perfect.... i can't be all u want me to be....

i'm hoping that u will understand where i'm coming from.... i also have needs..... maybe it's different than what u expected..... but i'm from another generation..... my needs and wants are different than yours.....

i know that u're upset n frustrated that i don't agree with u in some matters.... But trust me when i say that i am also frustrated and really upset when we can't be in an agreement about the small matters....

i'm not asking u to give me the universe, or to hand me the stars, i'm just asking for a little understanding and consideration....

i hope that we will understand each other better..... understanding where u're coming from and where i'm coming from......

p/s: trying to understand why some people has it easier than others.....


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Someone Like You

Someone like you by adele.....


I heard that you're settled down
That you found a girl and you're married now
I heard that your dreams came true
Guess she gave you things I didn't give to you

Old friend, why are you so shy?
Ain't like you to hold back or hide from the light

I hate to turn up out of the blue, uninvited
But I couldn't stay away, I couldn't fight it
I had hoped you'd see my face and that you'd be reminded
That for me, it isn't over

Never mind, I'll find someone like you
I wish nothing but the best for you, too
Don't forget me, I begged, I remember you said
Sometimes it lasts in love, but sometimes it hurts instead
Sometimes it lasts in love, but sometimes it hurts instead

You know how the time flies
Only yesterday was the time of our lives
We were born and raised in a summer haze
Bound by the surprise of our glory days

I hate to turn up out of the blue, uninvited
But I couldn't stay away, I couldn't fight it
I had hoped you'd see my face and that you'd be reminded
That for me, it isn't over yet

Never mind, I'll find someone like you
I wish nothing but the best for you, too
Don't forget me, I begged, I remember you said
Sometimes it lasts in love, but sometimes it hurts instead, yeah

Nothing compares, no worries or cares
Regrets and mistakes, they're memories made
Who would have known how bittersweet this would taste?

Never mind, I'll find someone like you
I wish nothing but the best for you
Don't forget me, I begged, I remember you said
Sometimes it lasts in love, but sometimes it hurts instead

Never mind, I'll find someone like you
I wish nothing but the best for you, too
Don't forget me, I begged, I remember you said
Sometimes it lasts in love, but sometimes it hurts instead
Sometimes it lasts in love, but sometimes it hurts instead


p/s: sometimes it lasts, sometimes it just prepares to until u meet the one....


-ain yahaya-

1.11.11

today is nov 1st.... first of November... lg 27 hari my big 25th bday!!!!!! haha... but on a serious note, hari ni mmg bagus utk mulakan idup baru. aktifkan azam2 lama n cuba mulakan azam baru... i need all the strength + courage + faith + luck i can get.....


p/s: Aja-Aja!!!! Fighting!!!!


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