Understood and understanding

I understand that people are different n unique in their own way. No 2 people are the same, even though they're identical twins...

I understand where u're coming from... what u're saying, what your hopes n dreams are..... what u want me to follow n obey.... what u want me to be and to do....

but i'm hoping that i will be understood.... i'm human.... i'm not perfect.... i can't be all u want me to be....

i'm hoping that u will understand where i'm coming from.... i also have needs..... maybe it's different than what u expected..... but i'm from another generation..... my needs and wants are different than yours.....

i know that u're upset n frustrated that i don't agree with u in some matters.... But trust me when i say that i am also frustrated and really upset when we can't be in an agreement about the small matters....

i'm not asking u to give me the universe, or to hand me the stars, i'm just asking for a little understanding and consideration....

i hope that we will understand each other better..... understanding where u're coming from and where i'm coming from......

p/s: trying to understand why some people has it easier than others.....


-ain yahaya-

Someone Like You

Someone like you by adele.....


I heard that you're settled down
That you found a girl and you're married now
I heard that your dreams came true
Guess she gave you things I didn't give to you

Old friend, why are you so shy?
Ain't like you to hold back or hide from the light

I hate to turn up out of the blue, uninvited
But I couldn't stay away, I couldn't fight it
I had hoped you'd see my face and that you'd be reminded
That for me, it isn't over

Never mind, I'll find someone like you
I wish nothing but the best for you, too
Don't forget me, I begged, I remember you said
Sometimes it lasts in love, but sometimes it hurts instead
Sometimes it lasts in love, but sometimes it hurts instead

You know how the time flies
Only yesterday was the time of our lives
We were born and raised in a summer haze
Bound by the surprise of our glory days

I hate to turn up out of the blue, uninvited
But I couldn't stay away, I couldn't fight it
I had hoped you'd see my face and that you'd be reminded
That for me, it isn't over yet

Never mind, I'll find someone like you
I wish nothing but the best for you, too
Don't forget me, I begged, I remember you said
Sometimes it lasts in love, but sometimes it hurts instead, yeah

Nothing compares, no worries or cares
Regrets and mistakes, they're memories made
Who would have known how bittersweet this would taste?

Never mind, I'll find someone like you
I wish nothing but the best for you
Don't forget me, I begged, I remember you said
Sometimes it lasts in love, but sometimes it hurts instead

Never mind, I'll find someone like you
I wish nothing but the best for you, too
Don't forget me, I begged, I remember you said
Sometimes it lasts in love, but sometimes it hurts instead
Sometimes it lasts in love, but sometimes it hurts instead


p/s: sometimes it lasts, sometimes it just prepares to until u meet the one....


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1.11.11

today is nov 1st.... first of November... lg 27 hari my big 25th bday!!!!!! haha... but on a serious note, hari ni mmg bagus utk mulakan idup baru. aktifkan azam2 lama n cuba mulakan azam baru... i need all the strength + courage + faith + luck i can get.....


p/s: Aja-Aja!!!! Fighting!!!!


-ain yahaya-

MAKE IT COUNT!!!

8 more weeks to graduation....

8 more weeks to get my master's degree....

8 more weeks to finish my study.....

8 more weeks to keep schedule......

8 more weeks to be on-time......

8 more weeks to keep up with the plan....

8 more weeks......


MAKE IT COUNT!!!!!



p/s: 8 more weeks until master's project deadline....


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Real Steel : Ada Jiwa!!!

wow, lame nye x update blog. to be honest, memang malas n x de mood. plus: x de cite best utk diceritakan... tp hari ni ada- movie review. Real Steel : mmg best.

Real steel is about robots that replace human fighting in the boxing arena. It takes a robot to make u realize about being patient, not giving up, and the real meaning of life: your family. Film ni memang kelas!!!! Superb....



-p/s: preservation, patience, and practice......



-ain yahaya-

Selamat Hari Raya

Sempena cuti raya ni, sy telah bercuti raya dgn selamatnye.... sebab tu jgkla blog pun empty je. x de updates. even though dah 15 hb @ 17 syawal, tp raye kan sebulan. so masih ada time n mood lg utk cakap Selamat Hari Raya. Maaf zahir batin...

p/s: dah 17 syawal, bila nak wat puasa 6?? hurmmm.....


-ain yahaya-

29 Ramadhan

hari ini 29 ramadhan. klu ikut calendar, 2day is the last of ramadhan. 2morrow InsyaAllah raya. oleh itu, amatlah berbesar hati utk bLIK KG BERAYA di kuantan...... tp skang dah kol 3.20pm, tp masih blom bertolak lg..... ambat sedikit. ini post terakhir bulan ni. nanti bila dah balik jb semula baru boleh online..... Selamat hari raya!!

p/s: mohon diampunkan segala kesalahan dan dihalalkan segala-galanya...


-ain yahaya-

Burn

sepanjang bulan puasa ni, telah tolong mama masak dgn jayanya... however, in the last week of puasa, i got burned. really burned. or melecur. di tangan.

1st situation: masa berbuka. masa goreng roti canai. minyak terpercik n kena my left thumb. Sakitnye!!!!! lalu ada scar..... ain= 0, minyak panas = 1

2nd situation: masa bersahur. goreng telur, dan secara x sengaja terendam my left ring finger dlm minyak panas. menjerit kesakitan.... my ring finger ok...... nasib baik x de scar. lagi. esok2 x tau lah.... ain = 0, minyak panas = 2

apalah nasib....... lansung ada scar kat jari tau.... bosan lah mcm ni.....

p/s: ain + minyak panas = disaster


-ain yahaya-

I am sorry

to: my dearest you ( u know who u are)
subject: i am truly sorry

dear u,
i am truly sorry. i hope that u'll forgive me someday. I hope and wait and pray for the day when we'll be on good terms again. If i offended u, I'm sorry. if i did u wrong, I'm sorry. if i hurt your feelings, I'm sorry. I'm sorry for everything i did u wrong. Please forgive me.

p/s: I forgive u too...

-ain yahaya-

K.I.D.A.L

dalam dunia ni, only 5% of the population are lefties, or kidal. n i'm one of them. Dari kecik lagi, sy memang suka guna left hand. makan je guna tgn kanan coz mama ajar berkali2 supaya masuk dlm kepala. sy memang kidal. yg peliknya, dlm family, sy je yg kidal. org lain semua 'right handed'. Actuallt, susah juga membesar sebagai seorg lefty. dulu masa kat uk, ok la. kat sana, kesedaran tinggi. so ada shop yg jual byk brg utk org kidal. ex: gunting. Sampai sekarang, x de gunting kat malaysia ni yg fits me perfectly. asyik je tumpul, tp bila org lain guna, x tumpul pulak.... x kidal friendly...

secondly, meja masa di university. Meja jenis yg boleh slide naik n turun. Mmg payah gile. tangan asyik hanging je masa manulis, then letih.haha... satu lg, suka bump with tgn member yg right handed. Solution: duduk sebelah org yg lefty jugak or duduk kiri sekali so x kena tgn org lain. or menulis dgn payahny (read: buku hampir terbalik) so juat tgn boleh letak atas meja.

no 3: peeler. ni mmg payah. klu peel fruits guna peeler biasa, boleh je jadi. tp klu depan org tua2, MMG LA KENA MARAH..hehe... coz org melayu kata x baik pisau kearah diri sendiri, kena kearah luar, tp mmg dah x boleh, so memang la ke arah badan... Solution: tiada. adapt sahajalah.

no 4: can opener. argh.... tidakkkkk!!!! pun susah juga. terkial2 setiap kali nak buka tin. pelan2 kena letak weight kat sebelah kanan, n guna tgn kanan....

no 5: tgn kiri lagi laju. ex: klu nak bagi orang anything, alamatnya tgn kiri lah yg mendahului. mcm tu jugak klu menerima brg dr org. tgn kiri mmg laju. x sempat pikir, tgn kiri dah jln dulu. pernah sekali, member kena marah dgn lecturer coz dia bg attendance slip dgn tgn kiri. x sopan katanya... but, x bleh la mcm tu. Tuhan kurniakan dua tangan, mestila boleh guna either one kan? x sure la plak....

tp, sebagai kidal-ian, ada juga yg best. Org kidal selalu dikaitkan dgn creativity. Creative sgt ke? haha... x tau la plak... hehe.... tp yg pasti, st suka menulis n berfikir secara mendalam... haha.....

jadi, to all lefthanders out there, Happy Lefthanders Day! (wlupun terlambat, tp still nak wish coz i'm pround to be a left-hander)


p/s: proud to be a 'LEFTY'....

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